Some days are worse than others...
This morning, sensory overload got so bad, I thought I was going to puke. That rarely happens to me... Almost never when I have extremely high levels of THC in my system.
My fiancée can get my stress levels down quickly and efficiently to prevent lasting dysfunction, but when I'm not around her...
It's agony. Fucking *torture*. I literally cannot help but feel *everything*. The clothes on my body, the seat under me, anything that I happen to be touching... Even my teeth closed together in my mouth.
I can't *NOT* feel it. >.<
That has to suck, I'd recommend more THC but evidently you've already tried that. Wait, I have an idea, maybe it is the THC, maybe you should try laying off for a bit?
ReplyDeleteThat's the thing, Dana: high levels of Cannabinoids in my system is the only reliable treatment I've found to reduce my stress levels and sensory overloads quickly and efficiently without massive nasty side effects from script drugs. I wrote this during a period when I didn't have access to my usual amount of medicine; while I can build a tolorance over time, having Cannabinoids in my system is preferable to not with the consistency of my problems.
ReplyDeleteWell it was just a thought, I've noticed that some have a tendency to obsess a bit when high, figure if you're already stressed and you're obsessing on the stress that might only make it worse. Should have known you'd have already tried varying your meds; after all cannabis medication isn't exactly a science. Given the fact that I was commenting on a pretty old post I'm not sure that my suggestion was of any benefit what so ever. They have been shutting down all the cooperatives here in the San Diego area making it difficult for MMJ users to get their medication. I wish you the best of luck in finding a successful treatment.
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